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I should have left it alone the first time you broke my heart.
It’s crazy how one night can change everything. You think he really cares about you and that it is YOU that he wants, that it is YOU that he thinks about before he goes to sleep and when he wakes up. Honey, you’re only fooling yourself. He doesn’t want you. He wants sex. He wants her. She’s skinnier, and prettier, and funnier, she’s all the things that I’m not. More importantly, she’s all the things that I will never be.
you have no idea how many questions i have built up inside of me.
why did you give up on me?
do you still love me?
do you ever think about me? about us?
am I a regret?
do you ever think we could try one more time?
I miss you SO much. no one even understands. not even you. stop telling me to move on like it’s such a simple thing to do. everything brings me back to him and it fucking sucks.
I am head over heels for a douchebag and I hate myself for it.